Some things to make you think. Some pretty things to look at. Some wicked vices to take part in. Some self-loathing to bore you. Some love to make you feel better. Some bits of me so you know me.
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Reblogged from imessupsometimes-deactivated201  992 notes
Posted 19, October, 2012
We don’t “deserve” anything from anyone. Yes, I treat every woman I meet very well, but she owes me nothing. I give my girlfriends the world, and I can tell you some of them did not think I ever deserved anything in return. So I guess I don’t. I want to be treated equally. I want to feel special once in a while. I want the romance to work both ways. I want my feelings to be considered occasionally. I want a girl who is with me to want to make me feel pleasure that only she can give me, especially after I’ve done the same. While I fulfill all these wants when I’m with someone (for them), I normally get none, so the only explanation is I don’t deserve it. Lies, usually, seem like the only thing I deserve, based on what I get.My only chance is to find someone who wants to love me with the same fervor I do them. Who likes to see me happy. That’ll be the day!!!

We don’t “deserve” anything from anyone. Yes, I treat every woman I meet very well, but she owes me nothing. I give my girlfriends the world, and I can tell you some of them did not think I ever deserved anything in return. So I guess I don’t. I want to be treated equally. I want to feel special once in a while. I want the romance to work both ways. I want my feelings to be considered occasionally. I want a girl who is with me to want to make me feel pleasure that only she can give me, especially after I’ve done the same. While I fulfill all these wants when I’m with someone (for them), I normally get none, so the only explanation is I don’t deserve it. Lies, usually, seem like the only thing I deserve, based on what I get.

My only chance is to find someone who wants to love me with the same fervor I do them. Who likes to see me happy. That’ll be the day!!!

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